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Fiona Diaries

‘HEARTBEATS AND WILD THINGS’

  • Tear stains

    She walks in the midnight under the shadows of her past. It was good, the memories, till they last Bathed in the moonlight…everything looks cold Just like her soul…just like her soul Memories floods her head ..and she drowns She soothes her sobs and looks if someone is around She walks and walks but don’t…

  • Some relationships can’t be defined

    Some relationships in life are not meant to be Defined. They do not follow the rules of the society. They just follow the pull of each other’s soul. The connection, unmistakable. The emotions absolutely raw. It feels like coming home. They just make sense. They just happen. They are felt in the heart. Pieces of puzzle fit together…

  • I am Everything

    I am sweet and sour, I am wild and serene. I am the wings of the birds, I am the roots of the trees. I am the carnations and the petunias adorning your garden, I am the wild flowers in the forest growing near a hot spring. I am the thorns of the roses, I…

  • And people ask why I write of heartbreaks.

    You were my Devil dancing in the brightness, You were the Angel breaking through my darkness. If loving you was a sin, Then I would have happily died a sinner. You were the apple in my garden of Eden! You charmed my heart like Eve was charmed by the snake You never give But you…

  • Incomplete

    No hope. No happiness. No love. Too much hate & poison in this devastatingly beautiful world.

  • She will just walk alone

    She is hurt. But no one cares or has ever cared for her feelings. People said they love her and will always be with her. That they loved and accepted every part of her. That they will never hurt her, never leave her. And yet they tried to change her. She tried to change herself…

  • That Man

    Love, for me, was once a pious romantic emotion. Soft and serene. Poised and placid. Platonic. It was like a fragrance of a fresh garden flower. Soothing and sweet. Ever so innocent. Then I met that man. Everything changed the moment I fell in love with him. The serenity and poise long gone. Replaced with waves…

  • A NEW IDENTITY

    Jan 12th 2014; 8:10 I was overwhelmed by the love & support I have received from so many people from different parts of the globe..whom I consider my extended family and my friends. I was reluctant to share a very personal part of me, a reality, my identity which is one among the many things…

  • Fade Out

    Will this new year really make a difference in my life? It might not until I do something about it myself. But what exactly do I do this time that will make things any better? READ MORE

  • Let go

    If someone cares about us then will they really let us fade out from their life? Is love perfect or is it really a love at all? When do we let go of what once was important? Well..lets find out. READ MORE

  • I could NOT move on

    Years have passed however, I am standing at the same crossroad where you deserted me. I tried to move on going from one road to another A journey full of indescribable misery and heartache I kept looking for you everywhere  but you were never there. I told myself that you can feel at least a bit…

  • Burn me

    Love…. I don’t deserve Love I don’t deserve trust No, I don’t deserve pity My fairy tale will never have a happy ending I deserve pain…lot of pain And pain is what I am getting I deserve Hate..too much hate And hate is what I am getting I deserve death..because I can’t even meet my…

  • Renegade Desires

    Our desires are like Pandora’s box Its forbidden to touch, to open, to explore But the hunger and curiosity of the clandestine cravings swells And with it the thoughts of passion. We get so obssessed with the idea of the forbidden feelings That we forget the rational, the right and the wrong. Once we tease…

  • Ishq…tere Jalwe

    Ishq tere Jalwe… Tu hi yeh agan bujhata bhi hai Tu hi yeh agan lagata bhi hai Kabhi kehta hai woh mera nahi Kabhi kehta hai unpe kisi aur ka haq nahi Kabhi unki yadon main rulata bohot hai Kabhi unki yadon main satata bohot hai Kabhi tu de deta hain unki yadon main khushi…

  • Ijazat hai tujhe

    Ijazat hai tujhe

    I am ready to break my heart all over again… If I could just hold you one more time. Ijazat hai tujhe, Chhule fir mujhe.   In khamoshiyon se achhi tera gam hi sahi. Tut jaaun main baar baar manjoor hai mujhe. Bas apni agosh main le fir mujhe.   Ijazat hai tujhe, Chhule fir…