"I want you to know that it is okay to not be okay." [….click to read the full post]
Time : 06:09 a.m. I haven't slept. Yet again. It has been months. And for months I have kept it to myself. Myself all along. I have night terrors since more than a year now, If I ever fall asleep i wake up frequently screaming, shaking, gasping for air, shocked, paralyzed or simply praying. And quietly go back [...]
You are not crazy and it is okay to feel defeated. But you know why bad times are important? Because you only and always learn from bad times.
My soul is howling. The shattering of my heart is deafening my ears.
Love ruins me. It kills me inside. It eats me up from within. Love burns me. It turns my soul to ashes. It makes me naked to the bones. Love cuts me. It hurts the veins inside my heart. It stabs me, inch by every inch. Love manipulates me. It brings down the walls around [...]
Loving me will not be an easy job, You will have to find the broken in me.