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Fiona Diaries

‘HEARTBEATS AND WILD THINGS’

  • Let go

    If someone cares about us then will they really let us fade out from their life? Is love perfect or is it really a love at all? When do we let go of what once was important? Well..lets find out. READ MORE

  • I could NOT move on

    Years have passed however, I am standing at the same crossroad where you deserted me. I tried to move on going from one road to another A journey full of indescribable misery and heartache I kept looking for you everywhere  but you were never there. I told myself that you can feel at least a bit…

  • Burn me

    Love…. I don’t deserve Love I don’t deserve trust No, I don’t deserve pity My fairy tale will never have a happy ending I deserve pain…lot of pain And pain is what I am getting I deserve Hate..too much hate And hate is what I am getting I deserve death..because I can’t even meet my…

  • Renegade Desires

    Our desires are like Pandora’s box Its forbidden to touch, to open, to explore But the hunger and curiosity of the clandestine cravings swells And with it the thoughts of passion. We get so obssessed with the idea of the forbidden feelings That we forget the rational, the right and the wrong. Once we tease…

  • Kya se Kya huein

    Originally posted on Fiona Diaries: Kabhi kabi humaare zindagi main aise gam hotein hain jinhe kisiko bayan nahi kar saktein.. Kyonki hum jaantein hain ki in dard ki gehraion ko aur koi nahi samajh sakta humaare alaawa.. Kabhi kabhi humein andhere main rona parta hai is dar se ki kahi apna hi aks humein rota…

  • Ishq…tere Jalwe

    Ishq tere Jalwe… Tu hi yeh agan bujhata bhi hai Tu hi yeh agan lagata bhi hai Kabhi kehta hai woh mera nahi Kabhi kehta hai unpe kisi aur ka haq nahi Kabhi unki yadon main rulata bohot hai Kabhi unki yadon main satata bohot hai Kabhi tu de deta hain unki yadon main khushi…

  • Ijazat hai tujhe

    Ijazat hai tujhe

    I am ready to break my heart all over again… If I could just hold you one more time. Ijazat hai tujhe, Chhule fir mujhe.   In khamoshiyon se achhi tera gam hi sahi. Tut jaaun main baar baar manjoor hai mujhe. Bas apni agosh main le fir mujhe.   Ijazat hai tujhe, Chhule fir…

  • I wish I had

    “I wish I had an amazing girl in my life, We would be best friends and lovers at the same time, We would make love and make dinner, We would laugh and cry and pillow fight, I would marry her and would carry her in my arms, I wish I had an amazing girl in…

  • The Devil – DEPRESSION

    As its soon going to be Mental Illness Awareness Week, Oct. 5-11.2014 (also known as Mental Health Awareness Week). I want to share something with you. I want to take you through a dark and difficult journey. A journey of my life If you are suffering from depression or if you know someone who is or if you want…

  • I am still here

    “You took me to highest peak of d mountain and pushed me down from there…. You killed me over and over but I am still here You took me through your cold emotions and set my soul to fire…. You keep saying you are sorry but I know you are a pretty good liar.. I…

  • You are driving me crazy

    I love you so much that it is driving me crazy… All the memories coming back to me and its making me insane I close my eyes and you are in my dreams Is there no way to block my pain? I hate you so much for this that its driving me mad You touch…

  • Ek baar keh de

    Mujpe tu itna ehsaan kar de… Tu mera ho chuka ..yeh sare aam keh de… Risto ko risto ka koi naam na diya tune Jaane kyu ish tarah badnaam kiya tune.. Ishq ki khawish meri thi… par chua tune dil ko… Aaj mera haath tham..sare aam keh de,,,,, Tujhe mohhabat hai.. ye ailaan ker de..…

  • Take a step Forward

    “We are too busy perfecting our future and crying over our past that we forget about our present. Our present starts now and its on us..how to make it worthy of memories when it becomes a past. Life is not picture perfect and bed of roses… we have to make it one. If we can’t…

  • Somebody

    Does not matter how much we love the love of our life Does not matter how much we move on.. Does not matter how much busy we get on with life.. We just doesn’t seem to move on enough Enough to not give a damn about somebody Somebody that we once loved. There is always…

  • Stuck in the Spindle

    The pain of Loving you and losing you is unbearable, You were never mine and I was never yours. I do not know the name of the bond that we shared, coz it was not a relation after all. For you it was just friendship, nothing less,nothing more. On one end it was me, dying…