I want to write you love letters, hundreds and thousands of love letters. Every letter expressing how I feel about you.
You are not crazy and it is okay to feel defeated. But you know why bad times are important? Because you only and always learn from bad times.
"It could have been worse. It can still turn worse."
My soul is howling. The shattering of my heart is deafening my ears.
I was afraid to look into your eyes. I was afraid to care for you. I was afraid to love you. And now I am afraid to lose you. Yes I was afraid, and still I am. And when you held my hand and kissed my nose, you whispered that it will be alright; my [...]
"You do not deserve this version of me. Broken, damaged and lost."