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Fiona Diaries

‘HEARTBEATS AND WILD THINGS’

  • Never again

    Never again… You will see me crying Never again … will i stop flying Coz i am trying to forget about you All the tears…and heart breaks.. the stains of washed mascara that you gave.. The pain and emotion… watching you kill me and you went away I am washing my face… I am now…

  • The pain of loving you

    Smile….kisses…cuddles….butterflies I thought this what love was…. Tears….heartbreak….loneliness….desperation This is what love is when reality bites. There is nothing left to revive… Gazing in the mirror …I am looking at my sad eyes… Walking down slowly on the empty road There is no noise…everything is oh! so quiet.. Its just the shattering noises of the…

  • That Girl with the Broken wing Part-1

    Many years ago in a town surrounded by hills……..there was a pretty girl, very young. There was a handsome guy who happened to live just nearby. One day their eyes locked….everything around her, she forgot. It was love at first sight She was a wild child and wanted someone to hold her down and love…

  • The Terminal Misery

    “Har kisi ko milta hai pyaar Zindagi meinpar yeh zaruri nahi ki hum unke saath apna aashiyana basa paae… Kartein hein kuch log dil-o-jaan se humein pyaar par zaruri nahi hum unka saath nibha paae..” “Most of us have that ONE…ONE that either got away..or ONE that was never ours….ONE that we keep locked inside…

  • Just go away

    I don’t understand why…. after taking away all these years of my life…. you keep walking through my mind……. every moment, every day Why is that..I try to heal …. after all these years of pain….. walk away and smile….act as if I am fine… but I feel the same hurt and despair… there is…

  • What is the answer of Hate ?

    Hate is not the answer of hate….education is. Ignorance can only be treated by getting people’s facts right…scientifically and religiously……that is only possible if we have enough knowledge about them and ourselves. Arguments are not won by swearing or fighting but laying across all the right facts…about us…and them too  Because the hate and ignorance…

  • A Woman

    A real woman is the woman of strong character…and knows where to draw the line and not cross it. She is someone whose inner beauty is more important for her than her outer appearance… Someone who don’t believe in the 4 words ‘Women Can’t do This’ And someone who is the Queen and Goddess of…

  • Dreams are my only escape

    Baby just one time.. tell me that you are mine.. Let it be a lie…more fake caresses .. But please tell me that you are mine how do I tell you that I haven’t moved on   Baby just one time tell me that you think of me sometimes Let it be a lie…a lie…

  • Decisions follow us through our whole life

    Very frequently in life there are times when we have to make some decisions…… decisions either to give it up or fight against it..or just to go with the flow….. To really decide what exactly we should choose is really difficult and it is much difficult after we ponder over what life will turn out…

  • Some days I want to run away….

    Some days I want to run away…. Run away from everything and go to a different place…. A place where people will not longer judge me by my mistakes A place where people will no longer remind me of the pain… A pain of what I once had.. A pain for what I once was.. A…

  • You know what i wish…

    You know what i wish ?????…well here is the list : Every morning before you open your eyes.. I wish to be there in your dream smiling… Every morning when you get up after the dream.. I wish to be the first thing in your mind Then you just shake the thought of me and go on……

  • Are you truly alive?

    Life is not exactly a bitch….we have a very interesting role in making it one….. We think we can play with it…make fun of it…take it for granted…take up a challenge of screwing it up. Well….duuH it obviously bites back. Someone was damn right when they said.. “We are our own worst enemy.” Sometimes we…

  • Still In Love

    Every time you hurt me ..I promise myself that i will get you off my heart.. Everytime I get up i pray to God to make me little more stronger ..stronger enough to forget you.. Every night when i go back to sleep I think about all the bad things that you have done to…

  • A victim of Bullying : MY Experience

    “Don’t you worry pretty little mind, people throw rocks at things that shine.” I was born a prodigy. Right from the time i was a kid i have a very good memory Even before i started going to school i was already reading and writing in Hindi and English and could read complete sentences and…

  • Disillusioned by your care

    Why do you keep coming back in my mind every now and then ?? Why do you keep haunting me with your smiles and kisses ?? The touch of your lips…… my heart going into eclipse.. it all seems like a worst never ending nightmare. Every day i go to bed with your haunting memories… Every day…