You. Just You

I wish you were with me.
I wish I was with you.

In your arms. Holding unto you. Breathing your scent. Cherishing your existence.

All the moments I physically stay away from you feels like wasted chunks of my life that could have been transformed into beautiful memories. Absolute beautiful memories.

Life is worth living. Life is worth living because of you. Because of you this world looks colorful and this heart beats faster.
Because of you.

I miss you. And no words can be enough to make you understand the despair my soul feels to have to stay from you. Away from you.

You are not my addiction. No. You are my oxygen. And without you I have no life. I am dead. My soul is a black hole.
It hurts physically and emotionally. It hurts and there is a void inside of me that only your presence can fill.

You flow inside of me like blood running through my veins. My atoms dance with ecstasy in your presence. You are like gush of fresh cold breeze in my lungs. You are my life.

Hold me. Hold me and listen to my fluttering heart calming down. It will tell you that you are my peace. It will tell you that you are my home. You are my everything.

I love you.
I love you and my existence hurts without you.

Just you.


© Fiona Crystal May 04, 2016 
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