The Perfect Trance

“How can two different being dance in one perfect rhythm and become one single perfect being in existence!” [….click to read the full post]

It is like the most natural thing in the world for me…
To look into each other’s mind with just our eyes — our souls mating.
To feel your skin rubbing against mine — our bodies touching.
Your lips on me — our mouths kissing.
And your length inside of me — completing me.
You kiss me and I turn into a lava of molten hot liquid.
My legs turns into jelly.
My heart thumping in my ears.
My breath fastens.
And a moan escapes my throat.

How can two different being dance in one perfect rhythm and become one single perfect being in existence!

Devour each other like two eternally hungry beings.
Wild and sweet.
Fast and slow.
Bite and blow soft kisses.
I have been waiting for you since eternity.

Love me into exhaustion.

Let my heart beat accelerate, and my soul burst into bazillion particles of light.
Lift me up to the sky and make me see heaven.
Let the word around me fade in a mistful haze.
Let me feel that absolute bliss.
And let that happy tear escape down my eye.
Darling, love me into perfect trance.

Love me and don’t stop.

Because baby you feel like — Nirvana

XOXO


© Fiona Crystal Dec 09, 2015 | 07:11 PM
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Always us

“Our meeting was not just a fluke. We are destined to love each other in every life with absolute cataclysmic totality.”  [….click to read the full post]

“Our meeting was not just a fluke. We are destined to love each other in every life with absolute cataclysmic totality.”

I can not describe all of my heart.
Love seems to be not enough of what I feel.

What I have with my love.
But I know in my soul that our souls have loved each other over and over again.

It’s the most terrifying thing to love someone so fiercely.
So vulnerable.
But it is the most gratifying experience as well.
XOXO


© Fiona Crystal Feb 24, 2017 | 05:11 AM
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You, my Love

“Our meeting was not just a fluke.
We are destined to love each other in every life with absolute cataclysmic totality.” [….click to read the full post]

 

“Our meeting was not just a fluke.
We are destined to love each other in every life with absolute cataclysmic totality.”

You, my love…

You are not alone.
I am not alone.
 
You are with me.
You are inside my head, in my memories.
You are in my heart, it calls your name with every beat.
You are on my skin, your touch all over me.
You are on my lips, the dew of your kiss still fresh.
You are in the air, you are all around me.
 
Even when you are far away, you surround me.

You are everywhere.

 
I am with you.
Inside your mind.
Inside your heart.
 
On your skin.
On your lips.
On your fingers.
Around you.
I surround you.
 
I am everywhere.
Feel me.
 
Distance doesn’t matter much when two hearts are actually one.
Home is not a living place made of bricks and doors.
It is a feeling.
A serenading feeling of perfect ease, peace and absolute bliss.
 
You and I…
We are Home.

Together. Forever.


 
 
I do not need to think about you to miss you.
Every nucleus, every cell,
Every fraction of my being longs for you.
Seeks for you, craves for you.
 

I love you.

And it is still not enough.
 
It is still not enough because the force that I feel towards you is much more deeper,
much greater than just simple love.
 
More pure.
More intense.
 

My love, words are just not enough.

Just not enough to put together what you mean to me.

XOXO


© Fiona Crystal Jan 16, 2016 | 07:34 PM
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Empty

“Right now I am just empty.” [….click to read the full post]

I can’t stop wanting you.
I can’t stop missing you.

The longing, the craving,
the fear of uncertainties overwhelms me.

Every once in awhile a huge tide comes,
pulls me under and fills my lungs.
My head is under water,
and I just am tired of constantly having to
rise above and catch another painful
breath without you by my side.

Nothing matters, but you.
I need to feel whole again.

And right now I am just empty…” ♡
XOXO ♡ 


© Fiona Crystal Aug 20, 2019 |  09:25 AM
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Wanting Her

“Maybe it is time to confess the sins of my heart…” ♡ [….click to read the full post]

“I want her.
I think I always have.
I need her in my life.
Maybe I was too scared to admit it before.
If only I could tell her that.
I haven’t ever said it loud.

There is something about her, you know…
that I couldn’t keep her out of my mind.
I tried. Believe me, I did!
But it all comes back to her.
It all comes back to us.

Maybe it is time to confess the sins of my heart

— to the one who haunts my mind.”

♡ XOXO 

© Fiona Crystal • Nov 30, 2018 | 2:51 AM 
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I won’t write for you anymore

My love,
You broke me…
And now all I have left is my love letters to you.
Yet, nowhere to send ’em to. [….click to read the full post]

My fingers are tired,
And my heart always broken.
My soul wants to give up,
Despite all false hopes and promises.

I won’t write for you anymore.

You don’t read them.
And if you read them…you ignore them.

While I turn every drop of my blood into words.
And paint papers with them.
While my mind is covered in ink stains.

I won’t write for you anymore.

I fill my prose and poems with fragments of my soul.
My words try to tell you how every part of me loves you.
But you don’t care.
Not anymore.

I won’t write for you.
Because you don’t write for me anymore.

My love,
You broke me…
And now all I have left is my love letters to you.
Yet, nowhere to send ’em to.

XOXO


© Fiona Crystal July 11, 2018 01:35 PM
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