SOUL FRIEND

“Without you, I would just be a lost dying star spinning endlessly and aimlessly across the vast universe.” [….click to read the full post]

We aren’t just best friends.
What we are is beyond they ever defined bond like us.
They call our love like that of soulmates,
and yet we are more like the twin-flames.
 
Our college Professor was right!
We are mirrors of each other.
Different, yet exactly the same.
 

You are the love of my life.

 
And I still can’t fathom how two different souls
are made up of the exact same cosmic consciousness,
karmic energy, and similar destinies!
 
Tragic yet fulfilling because we are wiser
despite it, in spite of it and because of it — together. ♡
 
Without you, I would just be a lost dying star
spinning endlessly and aimlessly
across the vast universe.
 
With you, I know the galaxy where I fit in.
And when I don’t fit in it anymore,
I know I never have to explore this vast universe alone.
I have you. 

I love you. ❤️💕

XOXO ♡ 


© Fiona Crystal Oct 12, 2019 |  01:58 PM
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Always us

“Our meeting was not just a fluke. We are destined to love each other in every life with absolute cataclysmic totality.”  [….click to read the full post]

“Our meeting was not just a fluke. We are destined to love each other in every life with absolute cataclysmic totality.”

I can not describe all of my heart.
Love seems to be not enough of what I feel.

What I have with my love.
But I know in my soul that our souls have loved each other over and over again.

It’s the most terrifying thing to love someone so fiercely.
So vulnerable.
But it is the most gratifying experience as well.
XOXO


© Fiona Crystal Feb 24, 2017 | 05:11 AM
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Wanting Her

“Maybe it is time to confess the sins of my heart…” ♡ [….click to read the full post]

“I want her.
I think I always have.
I need her in my life.
Maybe I was too scared to admit it before.
If only I could tell her that.
I haven’t ever said it loud.

There is something about her, you know…
that I couldn’t keep her out of my mind.
I tried. Believe me, I did!
But it all comes back to her.
It all comes back to us.

Maybe it is time to confess the sins of my heart

— to the one who haunts my mind.”

♡ XOXO 

© Fiona Crystal • Nov 30, 2018 | 2:51 AM 
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I won’t write for you anymore

My love,
You broke me…
And now all I have left is my love letters to you.
Yet, nowhere to send ’em to. [….click to read the full post]

My fingers are tired,
And my heart always broken.
My soul wants to give up,
Despite all false hopes and promises.

I won’t write for you anymore.

You don’t read them.
And if you read them…you ignore them.

While I turn every drop of my blood into words.
And paint papers with them.
While my mind is covered in ink stains.

I won’t write for you anymore.

I fill my prose and poems with fragments of my soul.
My words try to tell you how every part of me loves you.
But you don’t care.
Not anymore.

I won’t write for you.
Because you don’t write for me anymore.

My love,
You broke me…
And now all I have left is my love letters to you.
Yet, nowhere to send ’em to.

XOXO


© Fiona Crystal July 11, 2018 01:35 PM
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Infinity

‘My love for you shall continue…’ [….click to read the full post]

I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
I love you.

I love you.

I love you, my heart,
I love you, my soul.
The love of my existence, I love you.
And I have loved you for a very long time.

In all my lifetimes,
In all my past lives,
I have known you.
And I have loved you.

You are my sin.
You are my tragedy.
You fill my every nucleus,
My every atom revolves around your gravity.

Everything I feel,
Everything I see,
Everything I know,
Only makes sense with you.
You make my world meaningful.
You make my stardust shine.

And I will continue loving you.
I will love you always.
I will love you forever.

My love for you shall continue…
Even in the infinity.” ∞

♡ XOXO 

© Fiona Crystal Feb 25, 2019 | 11:03 PM
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My love

“The moon in me longs for the sun in you.” [….click to read the full post]

The moon in me longs for the sun in you.☀

What are we without one another?
You are the light to my darkness.
You soothe away my nightmares with your brightness.
There is no meaning in being stuck in the never-ending sky without you.

The moon in me longs for the sun in you. ☽🌕☾

So let your eclipse cover me away from the world.
Come warm my cold dark heart, my love.
Kiss away all my scars.

Because there is no life without you. 

I love you. Always and forever. ∞

♡ XOXO 

© Fiona Crystal Feb 13, 2019 | 7:30 PM
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