The Butterfly

Her knight became her imprisoner…

All her life she dreamed of a knight with the shining armor.
Riding through her darkness, on a white horse.
Sweeping her off her feet.

She didn’t need saving.
All she wanted was love.
Just love.

All her life she dreamed of him.
And then those dreams turned into nightmares!

Her knight became her imprisoner.

He feared heights so she plucked the feathers off her wings.
She rubbed the velvets of her wings across his bare skin.

But he wanted more.
Always more.

And it never stopped.
Until one day her heart stopped fluttering, just like her wings.

In death the butterfly was finally free.

XOXO ♡ 


© Fiona Crystal May 11, 2016 | 12:17 PM
Fiona Diaries — ‘Heartbeats and Wild Things’ • All rights reserved

You. Just You

You are not my addiction. No. You are my oxygen. And without you I have no life. I am dead.

I wish you were with me.
I wish I was with you.

In your arms. Holding unto you. Breathing your scent. Cherishing your existence.

All the moments I physically stay away from you feels like wasted chunks of my life that could have been transformed into beautiful memories. Absolute beautiful memories.

Life is worth living. Life is worth living because of you. Because of you this world looks colorful and this heart beats faster.
Because of you.

I miss you. And no words can be enough to make you understand the despair my soul feels to have to stay from you. Away from you.

You are not my addiction. No. You are my oxygen. And without you I have no life. I am dead. My soul is a black hole.
It hurts physically and emotionally. It hurts and there is a void inside of me that only your presence can fill.

You flow inside of me like blood running through my veins. My atoms dance with ecstasy in your presence. You are like gush of fresh cold breeze in my lungs. You are my life.

Hold me. Hold me and listen to my fluttering heart calming down. It will tell you that you are my peace. It will tell you that you are my home. You are my everything.

I love you.
I love you and my existence hurts without you.

Just you.

XOXO ♡ 


© Fiona Crystal May 04, 2016 
Fiona Diaries — ‘Heartbeats and Wild Things’ • All rights reserved


IMAGE ATTRIBUTES: Google/Tumblr

Finally found you

Who said love requires a translation?
It does not.
You just need to look in each others eyes and the world around you will turn into a hazy inconsiquential blur.

I looked at you and you looked at me. and that very moment we did not need any words to speak. We both knew.

Who said love requires a translation?
It does not.
You just need to look in each others eyes and the world around you will turn into a hazy inconsequential blur.

Nothing else matters but that person who is talking to you about how you making them feel without even moving their lips. And you are speaking to them about how you feel the same and a blush covers your cheeks.

A shiver ran down our spine.
A feeling of serenity surrounded our hearts.
A shock of recognition filled our mind.
And at that moment we both know…
We have finally found each other ❤

XOXO ♡ 


© Fiona Crystal April 29, 2016 | 02:30 PM
Fiona Diaries — ‘Heartbeats and Wild Things’ • All rights reserved

Breathless – Letters from Him

There were times when I was crying, I was helpless, when I was down, I tried to find you in my dreams, and you were always there…

You are the one who I dream all the time, in fact since I was born I guess.
It feels like we both (you & me) we born together. I am the body and you are my soul.

There were times when I was crying, I was helpless, when I was down, I tried to find you in my dreams, and you were always there, that shady face, with whom I was always talking. And when everything was real, I was the happiest person on earth.

When that shady face, who I always dream of, turned into reality, my world right there… I was breathless.
I FEEL COMPLETE.

XOXO ♡ 


© Fiona Crystal Apr 29, 2016 | 02:05 PM
Fiona Diaries — ‘Heartbeats and Wild Things’ • All rights reserved

Love Letters

I want to write you love letters, hundreds and thousands of love letters. Every letter expressing how I feel about you.

I want to write you love letters, hundreds and thousands of love letters.
Every letter expressing how I feel about you.
Every letter expressing how you make me feel.
I want to write you so many that one day I may run out of papers and I may run out of ink.
I may run out of sentences. I may run out of alphabets.
I may run out of metaphors.
I want to write you so many that one day you may run out of places to keep them hidden.
That one day when the wind blows they fly everywhere.

Everywhere.

And then the entire world would also know of the crazy force of emotions that I feel for you.
And yet I know…the words still won’t be enough. They will never be enough.
This is how many emotions I feel for you.
This is how much I love You.

Too. damn. much.

XOXO ♡ 


© Fiona Crystal Apr 26, 2016 | 12:01 AM
Fiona Diaries — ‘Heartbeats and Wild Things’ • All rights reserved

We, till infinity.

All our forevers together, transpiring through out all the versions of reality.

image

There are multiple me and multiple you in the multiple parallel universes, all living the result of the choices we both made.

Both of us missing something that we both don’t know, yet. Each other.

Without you I do not exist.
Without me you do not exist.
Home doesn’t exist.

It is just you.
That I want, need and crave.
Just you.

And in this reality, in this time and space I want to make the choice that will lead me to you. And will bind all our forever together, transpiring through out all the versions of reality.

Our souls merged,
We will finally be in each other’s arms.
We will finally be home ❤

XOXO ♡ 


© Fiona Crystal Mar 19, 2016 | 11:01 PM
Fiona Diaries — ‘Heartbeats and Wild Things’ • All rights reserved