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Fiona Diaries

‘HEARTBEATS AND WILD THINGS’

  • Burn me

    Love…. I don’t deserve Love I don’t deserve trust No, I don’t deserve pity My fairy tale will never have a happy ending I deserve pain…lot of pain And pain is what I am getting I deserve Hate..too much hate And hate is what I am getting I deserve death..because I can’t even meet my…

  • Renegade Desires

    Our desires are like Pandora’s box Its forbidden to touch, to open, to explore But the hunger and curiosity of the clandestine cravings swells And with it the thoughts of passion. We get so obssessed with the idea of the forbidden feelings That we forget the rational, the right and the wrong. Once we tease…

  • Ishq…tere Jalwe

    Ishq tere Jalwe… Tu hi yeh agan bujhata bhi hai Tu hi yeh agan lagata bhi hai Kabhi kehta hai woh mera nahi Kabhi kehta hai unpe kisi aur ka haq nahi Kabhi unki yadon main rulata bohot hai Kabhi unki yadon main satata bohot hai Kabhi tu de deta hain unki yadon main khushi…

  • Ijazat hai tujhe

    Ijazat hai tujhe

    I am ready to break my heart all over again… If I could just hold you one more time. Ijazat hai tujhe, Chhule fir mujhe.   In khamoshiyon se achhi tera gam hi sahi. Tut jaaun main baar baar manjoor hai mujhe. Bas apni agosh main le fir mujhe.   Ijazat hai tujhe, Chhule fir…

  • I wish I had

    “I wish I had an amazing girl in my life, We would be best friends and lovers at the same time, We would make love and make dinner, We would laugh and cry and pillow fight, I would marry her and would carry her in my arms, I wish I had an amazing girl in…

  • The Devil – DEPRESSION

    As its soon going to be Mental Illness Awareness Week, Oct. 5-11.2014 (also known as Mental Health Awareness Week). I want to share something with you. I want to take you through a dark and difficult journey. A journey of my life If you are suffering from depression or if you know someone who is or if you want…

  • I am still here

    “You took me to highest peak of d mountain and pushed me down from there…. You killed me over and over but I am still here You took me through your cold emotions and set my soul to fire…. You keep saying you are sorry but I know you are a pretty good liar.. I…

  • You are driving me crazy

    I love you so much that it is driving me crazy… All the memories coming back to me and its making me insane I close my eyes and you are in my dreams Is there no way to block my pain? I hate you so much for this that its driving me mad You touch…

  • Stuck in the Spindle

    The pain of Loving you and losing you is unbearable, You were never mine and I was never yours. I do not know the name of the bond that we shared, coz it was not a relation after all. For you it was just friendship, nothing less,nothing more. On one end it was me, dying…

  • I will Try

    My latest poem ‘I will Try ‘ is inspired by one of my favorite singer P!NK’ song ‘Try’ Falling in Love was not easy.. Falling for you was certainly not right… I shared with you my feelings…. And you made me feel like I should die…. You never take any blames…. You don’t even tell me…

  • Always

    You took away my heart… happiness,moments, minutes.. days,hours,seconds.. You took away my mind .. my body and soul… and I am aching in pain I will never be the same again.. i love you and hate you I really don’t know what to do.. There is so much pain, hurt, tears, miseries.. pain! oh pain!…

  • Not pretty enough?

    Everyday She looks at her reflection in the mirror and asks herself  ” Am I not pretty enough for Him?” People say she is pretty…they say that she has a heart of Gold. But with every compliment there is this pain….pain of emptiness a never ending unfulfilled wish…. If only it was Him…. She long for…

  • Stop right there

    Why are you looking at her like that Is it love in your eyes, or pity on her miseries or a lustful desire stop right there She is too hurt to believe in love again you say that its an attraction that you can’t resist Her eyes drives you crazy, her stare drives you insane…

  • She walks in the moon light

      She walks in the moon light … memories floods her head ..and she drowns Eyes are filled with tears..the world is shaking around She walks and walks but don’t know where this road ends No emotions on her face…she is staring in the empty space  ©Princess Fiona Crystal *All rights reserved. The Material not to…

  • The Terminal Misery

    “Har kisi ko milta hai pyaar Zindagi meinpar yeh zaruri nahi ki hum unke saath apna aashiyana basa paae… Kartein hein kuch log dil-o-jaan se humein pyaar par zaruri nahi hum unka saath nibha paae..” “Most of us have that ONE…ONE that either got away..or ONE that was never ours….ONE that we keep locked inside…