Time : 06:09 a.m. I haven't slept. Yet again. It has been months. And for months I have kept it to myself. Myself all along. I have night terrors since more than a year now, If I ever fall asleep i wake up frequently screaming, shaking, gasping for air, shocked, paralyzed or simply praying. And quietly go back [...]
"It could have been worse. It can still turn worse."
My soul is howling. The shattering of my heart is deafening my ears.
Love ruins me. It kills me inside. It eats me up from within. Love burns me. It turns my soul to ashes. It makes me naked to the bones. Love cuts me. It hurts the veins inside my heart. It stabs me, inch by every inch. Love manipulates me. It brings down the walls around [...]
Loving me will not be an easy job, You will have to find the broken in me.
I worship the ground beneath his feet and the sky above his head. I get high on the air he breaths out and those lips on me. My heart is broken and my soul ruined. Only his love can glue it all together, He is the only drug that can fix me. He is my [...]