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Fiona Diaries

‘HEARTBEATS AND WILD THINGS’

  • This Storm

    This Storm

    One foot in front of the other. One foot in front of the other. And disappear

  • Zero

    Zero

    This is the burning pits of hell. There is no escape. There is none. Close your eyes and melt.

  • Drowning 

    Drowning 

    No one knows how close I am to drowning. The universe just stops and a huge mass of empty space fills inside of me.

  • The Butterfly

    The Butterfly

    Her knight became her imprisoner…

  • You. Just You

    You. Just You

    You are not my addiction. No. You are my oxygen. And without you I have no life. I am dead.

  • Breathless – Letters from Him

    Breathless – Letters from Him

    There were times when I was crying, I was helpless, when I was down, I tried to find you in my dreams, and you were always there…

  • Love Letters

    Love Letters

    I want to write you love letters, hundreds and thousands of love letters. Every letter expressing how I feel about you.

  • Suicidal

    Suicidal

    You are not crazy and it is okay to feel defeated. But you know why bad times are important? Because you only and always learn from bad times.

  • Relentless scars

    Relentless scars

    “It could have been worse. It can still turn worse.”

  • Losing Grip

    Losing Grip

    My soul is howling. The shattering of my heart is deafening my ears. 

  • Love Ruins Me

    Love Ruins Me

    Love ruins me. It kills me inside. It eats me up from within. Love burns me. It turns my soul to ashes. It makes me naked to the bones. Love cuts me. It hurts the veins inside my heart. It stabs me, inch by every inch. Love manipulates me. It brings down the walls around…

  • Stay with me

    Stay with me

    Loving me will not be an easy job, You will have to find the broken in me.

  • Fix me

    I worship the ground beneath his feet and the sky above his head. I get high on the air he breaths out and those lips on me.   My heart is broken and my soul ruined. Only his love can glue it all together, He is the only drug that can fix me.   He is my…

  • Bleeding Whiskey

    Bleeding Whiskey

    “Water filling her lungs. Dying is no fun!”

  • This Love – Letters from HIM

    There is not a day when I don’t think of you and all of what you say, Though you are far away, but not too far from my heart, You not only take my breath away but stole my soul too I could forget you.. but I chose not to You showed me what love…