No one knows how close I am to drowning.
The universe just stops and a huge mass of empty space fills inside of me.
Suffocating my lungs, bursting my heart.
And all I want is to put my hands up and say :
“I give up. You win.”
The agonizing pain piercing my chest screams for me to turn off my emotions and go numb.
I stare into nothingness and in that moment…
I do not exist.
“There is only one devil in my life.
And that is my own damn mind. “