Terminal Pain

"All this time I thought this crippling pain will go away!" [….click to read the full post]


For how long?

"My ribs hurt from heartache, And the poison inside me make my lungs suffocate."


Time : 06:09 a.m. I haven't slept. Yet again. It has been months. And for months I have kept it to myself. Myself all along. I have night terrors since more than a year now, If I ever fall asleep i wake up frequently screaming, shaking, gasping for air, shocked, paralyzed or simply  praying. And quietly go back [...]


No hope. No happiness. No love. Too much hate & poison in this devastatingly beautiful world.