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Fiona Diaries

‘HEARTBEATS AND WILD THINGS’

Call me “Grief”

Call me “Grief”

There are things that are living,
that feel dead inside me.
There are things that are dead,
still living inside me.

And I will call you “Pain”

There are things that hurt,
Yet feel numb inside you.
There are things that never healed,
still aching inside you.

May we have a life together
In another time.
There you call me: “Home”
I call you “Peace”

Spending all our forevers, together.
I wish we could.
I know we should.
We could build a life, together.
There you will call me “Love”
I will call you “Mine”

I dream that we atleast try!

But right now,
In this moment of time…
I have named myself “Despair”
You haved named yourself “Tired”

May be we still have time
Where for you I am more that a ‘Prayer’
And for me you are more than a ‘Wish’
Or maybe in another life.

Untill then…
Call me — “Grief”
I will call you — “Pain”

And we shall call us — “Hope”

XOXO

© Fiona Crystal| IG: @fionadiaries
Dec 8, 2020 12:40 AM | All rights reserved
Fiona Diaries — ‘Heartbeats and Wild Things’

2 responses to “Call me “Grief””

  1. I wrote something too when he left me… i hope you will like it and please let me know what to edit…
    It was my biggest mistake that i told him how much i loved him…. I never felt any better the way I felt with him but loving him was my choice and leaving was his.. I guess I was a stupid slut who just felt that he will change some day and will accept me….. but I guess he never thought about me when he used be in someone else’s arm and I always listened to his lies that were told in a way that never made me realized that he was such a lier… but it was not his mistake he always made me clear love is not his thing but I tried to make his thing, our thing but I guess I failed in confronting him how special he is for me.. I would never choose any better than him but I always want to be with him and listen for once from him that you are mine forever and always…💔💔 I guess I failed in being a good girlfriend again.
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    1. Hey Neha! I am sorry you had to go through this. Heartbreaks are hard, and sometimes impossible to move on from. Your words are good. You just need to polish it a bit grammatically. And don’t ever call yourself a ‘slut’. He left you, that’s HIS LOSS. He left behind a woman who really loved him. But then again, people cross our paths and then so easily walk away too. And some of us are left with broken pieces to pick up. But I always believe that we one day find who are truly meant for us, and when we find them they will stay. Because if they truly love you, they will never leave. You don’t walk away from the person who you call ‘home’ and your ‘peace’. You fight the world, and you try to make it work. And it will work. May we all find someone like that! xoxo

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