You, my Love

“Our meeting was not just a fluke.
We are destined to love each other in every life with absolute cataclysmic totality.” [….click to read the full post]

 

“Our meeting was not just a fluke.
We are destined to love each other in every life with absolute cataclysmic totality.”

You, my love…

You are not alone.
I am not alone.
 
You are with me.
You are inside my head, in my memories.
You are in my heart, it calls your name with every beat.
You are on my skin, your touch all over me.
You are on my lips, the dew of your kiss still fresh.
You are in the air, you are all around me.
 
Even when you are far away, you surround me.

You are everywhere.

 
I am with you.
Inside your mind.
Inside your heart.
 
On your skin.
On your lips.
On your fingers.
Around you.
I surround you.
 
I am everywhere.
Feel me.
 
Distance doesn’t matter much when two hearts are actually one.
Home is not a living place made of bricks and doors.
It is a feeling.
A serenading feeling of perfect ease, peace and absolute bliss.
 
You and I…
We are Home.

Together. Forever.


 
 
I do not need to think about you to miss you.
Every nucleus, every cell,
Every fraction of my being longs for you.
Seeks for you, craves for you.
 

I love you.

And it is still not enough.
 
It is still not enough because the force that I feel towards you is much more deeper,
much greater than just simple love.
 
More pure.
More intense.
 

My love, words are just not enough.

Just not enough to put together what you mean to me.

XOXO


© Fiona Crystal Jan 16, 2016 | 07:34 PM
Fiona Diaries — ‘Heartbeats and Wild Things’ • All rights reserved

Invoke your inner Goddess

“Live by the sun, Love by the moon. Love • Pray • Love ∞ Repeat” [….click to read the full post]

‘Psychedelic Goddess’ Illustration : @t.radz + Photo : @fionadiaries

|| सत् चित् आनन्द || (Sat-chit-ānanda) 🧘🏻
“Existence, consciousness, & bliss”

Live by the sun. ☀
Soak every moment of bliss,
Learn from every fragment of pain.
Let those tears mix with your stardust.
Smack it on your skin and call it your strength.

Love, pray, then love again so deeply they call it a — sin.
Use that forbidden magic to invoke your inner Goddess.
Uplift yourself higher,
Into a consciousness beyond space and time.
You don’t need to explain yourself or operate on other’s energy.

My wild thing, don’t stop.
Don’t be ashamed.
You make the universe happy.
You make the holy mother proud.
Go celebrate your Goddess within.

Thump your chest.
Run in the wild.
Love by the Moon. ☽🌕☾
Howl.

Love • Pray • Love Repeat

|| अहं ब्रह्म अस्मि || (Ahaṁ Brahmāsmi) 🕉
“I am Brahman, the supreme reality. I am the Goddess”

♡ XOXO ♡ 

© Fiona Crystal • Jan 11, 2018 | 09:56 AM
Fiona Diaries — ‘Heartbeats and Wild Things’ • All rights reserved

I won’t write for you anymore

My love,
You broke me…
And now all I have left is my love letters to you.
Yet, nowhere to send ’em to. [….click to read the full post]

My fingers are tired,
And my heart always broken.
My soul wants to give up,
Despite all false hopes and promises.

I won’t write for you anymore.

You don’t read them.
And if you read them…you ignore them.

While I turn every drop of my blood into words.
And paint papers with them.
While my mind is covered in ink stains.

I won’t write for you anymore.

I fill my prose and poems with fragments of my soul.
My words try to tell you how every part of me loves you.
But you don’t care.
Not anymore.

I won’t write for you.
Because you don’t write for me anymore.

My love,
You broke me…
And now all I have left is my love letters to you.
Yet, nowhere to send ’em to.

XOXO


© Fiona Crystal July 11, 2018 01:35 PM
Fiona Diaries — ‘Heartbeats and Wild Things’ • All rights reserved

Demons

“New year. Same me. Same dreams. Same demons continue to haunt me.” [….click to read the full post]

The never-ending cycle of being acutely aware of all the demons that make our mind and life their very personal home.
And they chomp off us like parasites.
Bit by bit.

We constantly try to shake ’em off, run away, fight ’em off, ignore and try to do god knows what.
But they are never gone. Not really.

We act like everything is okay.
But in reality, a lot of us are ducks.
Calm on the above.
Yet from the inside, we are viciously paddling our way through life.
Trying to stay afloat.
Scared as fuck!

It is bloody exhausting!
Same BS day in – day out.
Day in. Day out.
Every passing moment.
Every single day.
Every single week.
Every single month.

Some days are —
“STOP THE WORLD. I WANT TO GET OFF” — days.
This is one of those days for not just me,
but a lot of us too.

However, why be ashamed of our struggles?
Why hide? Why not wear it proudly!!
Do you know how fucking hard it is to bear that kind of burden and yet show such perseverance?
Sometimes life is a total fuck up.
And that is okay.

I am tired.
Yet I want to cling on to hope.
At least I am trying.
And so are you.♡

XOXO ♡ 


© Fiona Crystal March 29, 2019 | 10:22 AM
Fiona Diaries — ‘Heartbeats and Wild Things’ • All rights reserved

Always You

Always & Forever with you ♡ XOXO ♡

ade34e69-1430-4e8e-9069-4534f650113a

It is always you,
In all the versions of time and space.
It is always you,
In every cycle of rebirths and life times.
It is always you.

Always and forever.

♡ XOXO 

© Fiona Crystal 📆 Jan 1, 2018  02:25 PM ☽❍☾ 
Fiona Diaries — ‘Heartbeats and Wild Things’ • All rights reserved

Your Tribe’s Alpha

I am not here to talk about heartbreaks today. I am not here to talk about being lonely. No. I am here to tell you about a sweet little girl still living inside of you…

I am not here to talk about heartbreaks today. I am not here to talk about being lonely. No.

I am here to tell you that there is a sweet little girl still living inside of you. And when you are going through a hard time she gets really scared!

You hear me out when I say this loud : On the days when the going gets tough…pick that little girl up and let your heart break for the things she couldn’t fathom yet, but eventually went through one day.

And let your hands thump over your chest for the warrior that too lives inside of you.

You are a cluster of souls. Each one representing different you, in different phases of your life. You are a universe of your own.

So, hold the hand of the warrior that has fought for this little girl at every point, protecting her every time.

And then repeat after me :

“You precious little girl! I know you are afraid but you are also a fierce warrior on your own. You will get through this. You have to. Even when no one loves you, I will love you. I always will. Don’t be afraid sweet child of mine, you are never alone.

Hush! and let those tears shed. Because those tears are your battle paint. Let it stain your cheeks and break your heart. And when the morning arrives…that broken heart will be much stronger this time.”

Be kind to yourself and be proud. Let no one spoil you vibe.
You are the alpha in your own right. You are your own tribe. ♡

XOXO ♡ 


© Fiona Crystal April 13, 2018 | 6:58 AM
Fiona Diaries — ‘Heartbeats and Wild Things’ • All rights reserved