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Fiona Diaries

‘HEARTBEATS AND WILD THINGS’

  • My Wings

    My Wings

    “They took my wings away.. They took it off my spine and sent me here.” [….click to read the full post]

  • The Fault In Loving Me

    The Fault In Loving Me

    “You do not deserve this version of me. Broken, damaged and lost. Mea culpa. Mea maxima culpa” [Click to read the full post]

  • Shackled feathers

    Shackled feathers

    “She was made of glitters. But glitters that no more shine.”[….click to read the full post]

  • Terminal Pain

    Terminal Pain

    “All this time I thought this crippling pain will go away!” [….click to read the full post]

  • Take Accountability

    Take Accountability

    Your suffering doesn’t end until you take full accountability of your actions. Karma doesn’t stop spinning just because you say — “sorry”. [….click to read the full post]

  • I won’t write for you anymore

    I won’t write for you anymore

    My love, You broke me… And now all I have left is my love letters to you. Yet, nowhere to send ’em to. [….click to read the full post]

  • Shame

    Shame

    “Like shame, you carry your wounds everywhere.”

  • You did this…to Me

    You did this…to Me

    “I scream and sob as the nights go by. I can’t sleep…” — READER DISCRETION IS ADVISED — TW: This raw piece is about abusive relationships. The subject is dark, sensitive and emotional for all the obvious reasons. [….click to read the full post]

  • Trapped

    Trapped

    Time : 06:09 a.m. I haven’t slept. Yet again. It has been months. And for months I have kept it to myself. Myself all along. I have night terrors since more than a year now, If I ever fall asleep i wake up frequently screaming, shaking, gasping for air, shocked, paralyzed or simply  praying. And quietly go back…

  • This Storm

    This Storm

    One foot in front of the other. One foot in front of the other. And disappear

  • Zero

    Zero

    This is the burning pits of hell. There is no escape. There is none. Close your eyes and melt.

  • Relentless scars

    Relentless scars

    “It could have been worse. It can still turn worse.”

  • Losing Grip

    Losing Grip

    My soul is howling. The shattering of my heart is deafening my ears. 

  • Love Ruins Me

    Love Ruins Me

    Love ruins me. It kills me inside. It eats me up from within. Love burns me. It turns my soul to ashes. It makes me naked to the bones. Love cuts me. It hurts the veins inside my heart. It stabs me, inch by every inch. Love manipulates me. It brings down the walls around…

  • Fix me

    I worship the ground beneath his feet and the sky above his head. I get high on the air he breaths out and those lips on me.   My heart is broken and my soul ruined. Only his love can glue it all together, He is the only drug that can fix me.   He is my…