I am not here to talk about heartbreaks today. I am not here to talk about being lonely. No. I am here to tell you about a sweet little girl still living inside of you...
Time : 06:09 a.m. I haven't slept. Yet again. It has been months. And for months I have kept it to myself. Myself all along. I have night terrors since more than a year now, If I ever fall asleep i wake up frequently screaming, shaking, gasping for air, shocked, paralyzed or simply praying. And quietly go back [...]
"It could have been worse. It can still turn worse."
My soul is howling. The shattering of my heart is deafening my ears.
"You do not deserve this version of me. Broken, damaged and lost."
Love ruins me. It kills me inside. It eats me up from within. Love burns me. It turns my soul to ashes. It makes me naked to the bones. Love cuts me. It hurts the veins inside my heart. It stabs me, inch by every inch. Love manipulates me. It brings down the walls around [...]