Invoke your inner Goddess

“Live by the sun, Love by the moon. Love • Pray • Love ∞ Repeat” [….click to read the full post]

‘Psychedelic Goddess’ Illustration : @t.radz + Photo : @fionadiaries
|| सत् चित् आनन्द || (Sat-chit-ānanda) 🧘🏻
“Existence, consciousness, & bliss”

Live by the sun. ☀
Soak every moment of bliss,
Learn from every fragment of pain.
Let those tears mix with your stardust.
Smack it on your skin and call it your strength.

Love, pray, then love again so deeply they call it a — sin.
Use that forbidden magic to invoke your inner Goddess.
Uplift yourself higher,
Into a consciousness beyond space and time.
You don’t need to explain yourself or operate on other’s energy.

My wild thing, don’t stop.
Don’t be ashamed.
You make the universe happy.
You make the holy mother proud.
Go celebrate your Goddess within.

Thump your chest.
Run in the wild.
Love by the Moon. ☽🌕☾
Howl.

Love • Pray • Love Repeat

|| अहं ब्रह्म अस्मि || (Ahaṁ Brahmāsmi) 🕉
“I am Brahman, the supreme reality. I am the Goddess”

♡ XOXO ♡ 

© Fiona Crystal • Jan 11, 2018 | 09:56 AM
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Wanting Her

“Maybe it is time to confess the sins of my heart…” ♡ [….click to read the full post]

“I want her.
I think I always have.
I need her in my life.
Maybe I was too scared to admit it before.
If only I could tell her that.
I haven’t ever said it loud.

There is something about her, you know…
that I couldn’t keep her out of my mind.
I tried. Believe me, I did!
But it all comes back to her.
It all comes back to us.

Maybe it is time to confess the sins of my heart

— to the one who haunts my mind.”

♡ XOXO 

© Fiona Crystal • Nov 30, 2018 | 2:51 AM 
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Someone who…

To be with someone, or not to be. [….click to read the full post]

Don’t be with someone who worships others,
but rarely compliments you.
Don’t be with someone you constantly make an effort for,
but rarely make an effort for you.
Don’t be with someone who finds time for others,
but rarely makes you their priority.
Don’t be with someone you keep loving more,
but they always make you feel lesser.Be with someone who doesn’t suck your self-esteem and happiness,
but instead, the folds between your legs.👄
XOXO


© Fiona Crystal • Dec 06, 2018 | 06:00 AM
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It’s okay, if you aren’t

“I want you to know that it is okay to not be okay.” [….click to read the full post]

I want you to know that it is okay to not be okay.

It is okay to hold on to hope
or have no hope at all.

It is okay to want to run away from everything
or just want to lie in bed and not move at all.

It is okay to not forget your pain
or just block away the memories that hurt too much.

It is okay to forgive or not forgive at all.
It is okay to feel too much or not feel anything at all.

I want to tell you that it is okay,
as long as you are alive and breathing,
even when you just want to get off this world.
It is okay.

My darling, it is okay to not be okay.

Take all the time you want.
Take everything you need.

Just keep swimming,
Even on days you want to drown.
XOXO


© Fiona Crystal • Nov 28, 2018 | 8:05 PM
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Your Tribe’s Alpha

I am not here to talk about heartbreaks today. I am not here to talk about being lonely. No. I am here to tell you about a sweet little girl still living inside of you…

I am not here to talk about heartbreaks today. I am not here to talk about being lonely. No.

I am here to tell you that there is a sweet little girl still living inside of you. And when you are going through a hard time she gets really scared!

You hear me out when I say this loud : On the days when the going gets tough…pick that little girl up and let your heart break for the things she couldn’t fathom yet, but eventually went through one day.

And let your hands thump over your chest for the warrior that too lives inside of you.

You are a cluster of souls. Each one representing different you, in different phases of your life. You are a universe of your own.

So, hold the hand of the warrior that has fought for this little girl at every point, protecting her every time.

And then repeat after me :

“You precious little girl! I know you are afraid but you are also a fierce warrior on your own. You will get through this. You have to. Even when no one loves you, I will love you. I always will. Don’t be afraid sweet child of mine, you are never alone.

Hush! and let those tears shed. Because those tears are your battle paint. Let it stain your cheeks and break your heart. And when the morning arrives…that broken heart will be much stronger this time.”

Be kind to yourself and be proud. Let no one spoil you vibe.
You are the alpha in your own right. You are your own tribe. ♡

XOXO ♡ 


© Fiona Crystal April 13, 2018 | 6:58 AM
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