My heart breaks
Into bazillion pieces everyday.
And I walk over them
To go through yet another day.

I just want someone to understand
What I go through.
Day after day.
Night after night.
Through all the pain, tears
And the fake smiles.

I just want someone to stay,
And love me in the middle of it all.
Stay, hold me, and never leave.
Is that too much to ask?

I am not desperate, I am just tired. I am frustrated because I cannot seem to comprehend how even after everything I have tried to do right, and give it my all, I am once again left with no support and so much pain to carry – yet again! I would like a forever. I wish upon a happily ever after. I would like the cycle of starting again from strangers to lovers to back to strangers…this vicious, heartbreaking cycle to end. I want the person I am meant to be with to come to me, hold my hand and take me to where my heart is meant to find it’s forever home. Because I am losing hope in these red threads of fate. I am losing hope for my eternally mindlessly forlorn romantic heart.

♡ X O X O ♡
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