No one knows how close I am to drowning.
The universe just stops and a huge mass of empty space fills inside of me.

Suffocating my lungs, bursting my heart.

And all I want is to put my hands up and say :
“I give up. You win.”

The agonizing pain piercing my chest screams for me to turn off my emotions and go numb.

I stare into nothingness and in that moment…

I do not exist.

“There is only one devil in my life.
And that is my own damn mind. “

♡ XOXO ♡ 

© Fiona Crystal • Juy 26, 2016 | 11:34 AM
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