You are not crazy and it is okay to feel defeated. But you know why bad times are important? Because you only and always learn from bad times.
All our forevers together, transpiring through out all the versions of reality.
"It could have been worse. It can still turn worse."
My soul is howling. The shattering of my heart is deafening my ears.
"How is it possible to love someone so much with such intensity! "— I think everyday, puzzled.
Love ruins me. It kills me inside. It eats me up from within. Love burns me. It turns my soul to ashes. It makes me naked to the bones. Love cuts me. It hurts the veins inside my heart. It stabs me, inch by every inch. Love manipulates me. It brings down the walls around [...]