Broken

 “Perhaps no one loves the broken in her.” [….click to read the full post]

March 28 2015, 05:31 PM

He never really loved her.

Did he?
If he really did then he would have
cared for the despair she feels.
He would have felt her broken heart,
and seen the tears in her eyes.
He would have thrown away his pride,
and held her tight in his arms.
He would have soothed her sobs. 
And would have whispered in her ear –
“Darling, I am here and it is all going to be alright.”

Perhaps no one loves
the broken in her.

Sept 19, 2017 | 11:27 PM

Perhaps no one loves
the broken in her.

And so the ghost that lives with her
watches her struggle to sleep,
While the pillow soaks her tears
and muffled cries
every time she weeps.

XOXO ♡ 

© Fiona Crystal May 18, 2020 | 02:49 PM
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Terminal Pain

“All this time I thought this crippling pain will go away!” [….click to read the full post]

All this time I thought this crippling pain will go away and I will be fine.

But the truth is it never does go away really.

I am just learning to live with it.
Smiling in the middle of the pain.
Crying in the middle of the night.

And then going back to sleep.

This is a life with terminal pain and an invisible sickness.

The pain that you experience 24*7 and the lack of awareness that others have around…makes life a living hell.
XOXO


© Fiona Crystal July 11, 2018 | 01:31 PM
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Only you don’t know…

“Don’t you see what is happening?
I can’t touch you but I still can feel your skin. Only you don’t know…
We already meet.” [….click to read the full post]

If you could see inside my mind,
My lips are kissing yours.
The edges of my tongue tasting you.
Moans escaping from our throat, of the wild kind.
While my fingers are traveling down inch by inch;
Seeking the universe where our galaxies meet.

Don’t you see what is happening?
I can’t touch you but I still can feel your skin.


You aren’t near me, yet I am burning with your heat!
Our breath gets shallow,
My core melts from within.
And so the stars drip from the spaces between.
Oh darling! I found the universe where our galaxies fit. ♡

Only you don’t know…
We already meet.

XOXO ♡ 

© Fiona Crystal Jan 17, 2019 | 04:26 AM 
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